Saturday, August 31, 2019

Update on Mochi

Mochi is still not at 100% but seems to be getting better.


I have a lot to get done today, not much ambition to do so.  I don't know why I struggle getting motivated.  I toss it up to growing up in a hoarding household, but I have to somehow train myself to be much better at tidying up.

Today's attempt includes me writing a cutesy To Do list.  Maybe its dumb, but I don't care.  Learn to love anything you have a chance to love.  :)


Husband and I are hosting a cookout Monday.  Mostly just some friends and family from his side.  I miss some old friends of mine.  But they live too far away and are too busy to travel for something like a little cookout.

I also have some sewing projects that I want to get started on.  But I will probably ly just play some Minecraft after the chores are done.

Thursday, August 29, 2019

I'm worried about Mochi.  She didn't eat much yesterday and I don't think any today.  She isn't really acting all that off, but rarely do cats act sick or injured unless the issue becomes dire.  Trying to just watch her and not worry.



Wednesday, August 28, 2019

Jumping Beans

A co-worker took a trip to Arizona.  Came back with jumping beans to give to our leader as a gift.  But they made her uncomfortable, so now they're in the Com Room.  They creep a lot of the staff out.


Tuesday, August 27, 2019

My Old House

When I was a little kid, I lived in a really small town that had a large cave system beneath it.  I lived in a dome house.  Any time I think of the places I experienced my childhood in, I get kind of sad.  There's this ppart of me that mourns the childhood I wish I had.  Strange.

The house I lived in has been abandoned for over 10 years now.  I sometimes kind of want to explore the old house, partially out of curiosity, but largely out of a desire to confront it.  I still have dreams about that house.  Not really nightmares, but very... uncomfortable.

I've gone as far as looking up the house on Google Earth.  Looked all over the town, actually.  But I saved screenshots of the house.





The place is... beat down.  Has been since I lived there, but especially after the last few decades.

I think about these things a lot lately.  Don't know why.  Life is pretty great for me.  I just get such a weird emotion that I just can't describe.  It's sad and kind of unsettling, but curiously enough I have an urge to explore it.

I need to stop.  I have an early day tomorrow.


The Blog

This blog is pretty much just a dumping ground for everything.  Its purpose is pretty much so I don't inundate facebook with every stupid thought I have and the absolutely obsessive amount of photos that I take of my cat.


I don't really expect anyone to follow this, although anyone is welcomed to do so.  I'm just an average person.  I work and do stuff at home, take vacations and trips nearby
  Meh, the usual.  I guess this is more of a public journal than anything.

Okay, well that's it for now.






Sadness

Growing up, my family was absolute disorder and low-level poverty.  Mother was clinically depressed.  She slept something like 18 hours a da...